Ramblings to Ruminate
I'm stuck between wanting to make money and get ahead or taking one or two menial, lower end jobs and hopefully regaining some sanity.
I know my partner deserves more, and I suppose I do too. But how am I supposed to know how to get there?
How to we get to the "it gets better" side of everything? The world is on fire, the robots are taking over, and I can't decide between working in a kitchen versus a gas station.
It's hard to look at the world and still think your problems are valid.
Everything starts feeling so small and unimportant because it only affects you.
It feels selfish to have problems these days.
My partner is familiar with my behaviors in this category. I'll hold my tongue and neglect my own problems to "not be a burden" but regardless of how many times she reassures me that this isn't the case, it'll keep happening.
Unlearning is easier said than done, after all.